Thursday

So today is parent conference and I am not looking forward to it because I still have an F for Calculus. He gave us back our make-up and I got a D isn't good but at least it isn't an F again. So I should currently have a D but when he checks yesterdays test I will have an F again. And he still needs to check last weeks test. I am so scared now I feel like I am not going to pass the class now. But I am not the only one struggling almost 90% of the class if failing. I don't understand how a guy who would always fall asleep in class, would never do his homework, and would hardly try on the test ended up passing the class with a C last semester and he is doing the same thing this semester thinking he is going to get a C again. I hope my teacher somehow helps us out or else I am doomed.  

Wednesday

Sometimes I don't like to tell people that I want to be an Elementary School teacher because they say no that's not a good career. Then I start doubting myself and thinking if I should change my major but I don't know what else I could be. Is it really that bad to become a teacher now a days? Or is it just because they don't get paid much? I understand that a lot of teachers are getting fired but there always has to be teaches because there will always be children who need to learn. I think it's okay for a women to become a teacher because their husband will work and together they should have enough money to maintain the family. But I don't care what negative opinions people have to say I am going to accomplish my goal. Thank God there is people who will always support me along the way with their positive words of encouragement and I know I am not alone there is a lot of other people going into the educational field as well.

Tuesday

I am tired today!!!! I just want it to be summer vacation already!!!! So that I can go relax in Guatemala with my family who I haven't seen in like 3 years. I think I really need a break from all this stress because I am getting a weird pain in only one part of my head close to my neck. It's actually scary because of so many people getting cancer. But I know it's nothing, it's probably just stress because I don't have any other symptoms. My mom said that if it continues then she's taking my to the doctor because it's not normal for my head to hurt but I hate going to the doctor.

MoNdAy

Yay next week will be spring break. This week will be exhausting before I have a break. I have a test for Calculus on Wednesday. I have a rough draft essay due on Wednesday and final draft due Friday for English. I have a Multiple Choice Question Test of Chapters 1-8, 11, and 12 for Macroeconomics. I have a lot to study for this week I hope I have time and energy to do it and that I will do good in my test. Sometimes I study a lot and still don't pass my test specially for math. But I am confident that I will pass this time.

Friday

Yay it's Friday thank God!!!! I feel so tired this morning I wanted to sleep in. My interview went great yesterday it was actually a lot of fun talking about myself to three other people who were asking me questions. I wanted to talk more but I think I had nothing else to say although I forgot to mention something I remembered later but I think I will be fine. Now I have to wait until May 21 to hear who won the scholarships at the Award Ceremony I can't wait until that day. I basically can't wait until May because that is our last month of school and then I graduate and I can go on my vacation with my mother.

Thursday

Today I have my scholarship interview at school!!!! It was suppose to be yesterday at 3:00 but I had my Calculus test which wasn't that bad but still hoping for at least a C, because some questions were hard i left a couple blank and there was a lot of algebra to do to simplify the equations. So I rescheduled my interview to today and it is at 3:20. Some people said it only lasted 10 minutes others said 25 minutes. Hopefully I am not nervous when the time comes so that I can speak freely to them and I hope I can answer the questions they will ask me. I want to speak to them like a normal friendly conversation with my friends. I really need this scholarship but a lot of people applied so wish me good luck!!!

Wednesday

Today is the day of my test! I am scared I studied all afternoon and I was actually starting to understand the Chapter but today I feel like I forgot everything. I think I am not going to pass. There is always another chance to pass the make-ups but they are even more harder and if I don't understand the chapter now I will never understand it. This is very overwhelming. I am not even looking forward to spring break because we will have to come take make-ups.

Tueday

Today I have to study really hard all afternoon for Calculus  I am starting to understand the concept of ln a little bit better but I still have to study more!!!!!!!!!! I want to pass because I currently have an F and I am not sure if I got a better grade on the makeup last week. I am a bit excited for my interview on Thursday.

Monday

This weekend was very hot. It felt like we were in July. My goals for this week is to study hard Monday and Tuesday and be ready for my test on Wednesday. I am also having my Scholarship Interview on Thursday. It's going to be a tough week but I know I can do it. Spring break is close so we can have a break.

Wednesday

Today I don't have much to say. Nothing exciting or important has happened lately. I am just trying to raise my grades up and trying to finish all my work and start studying for my Calculus Chapter 5 test next week. I have to start studying now because it's going to take me a while to study since I had a lot of trouble with this chapter.

Tuesday

Today in first period everyone looked tiered even our teacher kept yawning which is very unusual. It's because of the time change. Now it is really dark when I wake up and I just want to keep sleeping because of that. But I like it because now it gets dark late so I can stay after school late. I still have to do my English homework during third period I am glad we are almost done reading a book only one chapter left. It's a bit boring because it's the same thing over and over again. 

Monday

I had a great weekend with my family and friends. Except for Saturday because it was the MESA competition and me and my friend got disqualified because our box was too big and it didn't fit threw all angles of the hoop. We were really mad because almost everyone got an award except for us. But then on Sunday we went to buy our airline tickets to go to Guatemala during summer vacation. My goals for this week is to try my best in all my classes and have fun because next week is going to be stressful I already know what's going to be happening.

Friday

So happy that today is Friday. This week flew by I don't know why time is going by so quickly. Yesterday was open house but I didn't come because they weren't going to give out report cards and my mom hates to go up all the stairs to the third floor to see my teachers. Out of all my years in high school we have only visited my teachers like 3 times. Today we come out early so it gives me more time to work on my MESA project. The MESA sweaters came in yesterday I like them and tomorrow I get to wear it to the competition I am so glad they were free.

Thursday

Today I failed my first period vocabulary test it was hard because there was a lot of words to memorize. I suck at these test because I don't have photographic memory. I have to sit there and read over the list like a 100 times to be able to do good in the test. Yesterday was an exhausting day, but today it feels a little more chill. I can finally stay after school and work on my MESA project hopefully we can finish it by tomorrow. I think I am done with my final project for this class and hopefully I get an A for it. 

Overwhelmed

Today I feel sleepy. There's a lot happening this week. Today I have to take my make-up for Calculus during 5th period and after school. I also have a lot of homework due tomorrow and I have to finish my MESA project. I am very stressed out. I studied for my make-up but I am still scared and nervous there's still some concepts I don't get. But I am hoping he didn't make it so hard plus he did it last minute so maybe it will be the same as the first test but with different equations and numbers. I hate studying my old test because then I realize how easy it really was except for some problems here and there. 

National Pancake Day

Today is the National Pancake Day at IHOP. This morning I went to IHOP to eat my free pancakes. I went a little to early because it started until 7 and I got there at 6:30 so I had to wait but the pancakes were worth waiting because they were really good with some hot chocolate. The purpose is to raise money as charity for the Children's Hospital in Los Angeles. Go eat your free pancakes it ends at 10 PM and give your donation.

Goals for the Week

My goals for this week are first most important to pass my AP Calculus make-up test on Wednesday. This means I really have to study today and tomorrow. The make-ups are always a lot harder than the regular tests. Next I have to finish my MESA Egg Express project because the competition is on Saturday. When I tested it on Thursday only 2 out of 5 eggs broke which I think is good for my first try at this project.